... this doesn't look possible to complete. (laughs)

 

     1.      Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking

     26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules

     51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror

     76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

 

From: http://angiechild.efhost.com/100theme/main.html

 

 

But well... Hika will use this as a source of inspiration. O_o Since I don't think I'll even finish this, I didn't register at the site yet. XD

The current plan is to make use of .Fade and Platinum Prism for all 100Q. D: Will proove to be a challenge. Hai. <3

"I've had enough of it! I can't even smile properly in front of my family now!"

 

So?

 

"I'm lonely! No one cares about me!"

 

So?

 

"Why don't people give me the attention I want?!"

 

So?

 

What right have you got, to scream and shout and cry to someone like you're the only one injured?

 

What right have you got, to complain to someone you've never tried to understand?

 

What right have you got, to want to be cared for, to want to be understood, when you've never done so yourself to others?

 

What right have all of you got, to sit there and scream about how painful your life is, when you don't notice how the person you're complaining to is forcing on that smiling face?

 

You're not the only one suffering.

 

So stop assuming so.

 

Stop assuming that a smile and a "I'm fine" means that other people aren't hurt too.

 

Stop assuming that "I'm used to it" really means they're fine.

 

Stop assuming that only you are hurt and only you have the right to be cared for just because you're hurt.

 

Don't think too highly of yourself.

 

Because in the end, when all your hurt is spilt out, you fail to hear the pain in another person's voice.

 

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Snippet for Rinshiya.

A trip into Hibari's world.

 

[shameless plug]

 

I don't know why, but I realised there's more to blog about when I have a picture next to the stuff I write... XD

 

That and I seriously need to practise my japanese, so...

 

This is my [Oekaki Diary]... ^^; I will probably update there more than I do here... Eh- Sadly everything's in japanese. And probably BROKEN JAPANESE too. >_>; So uh, I guess it's better if no one understands.

 

[/shameless plug]

 

SCHOOL'S GOING TO START IN LIKE, 1 DAY!!! T______T;

Where did my holiday go...

Did it even exist...

|llorz

 

But well, I suppose having school will mean I lead a healthier lifestyle... XD

Too much time is spent on being in front of the computer I fear for my eyesight, my back, and er, the possibility of cancer. OAO

Hika likes holidays, simply because she has so much time on her hands that she can use in almost anyway she can think of until she dies of boredom. This holiday is exceptionally good because of the lack of homework. Yep. Thus I've decided to put my time to good use.

 

Not only am I playing on RO, I'm working on a manga project I want to start drawing once school starts, and I'm finally writing another RO fanfic.

 

Fear me.

 

Nothing too emotional to write about, I think I've used up all my emotions in the stories I'm planning and writing now. ^w^ Please look forward to reading them. XD

Stray dogs are dogs abandoned by their owners.

 

Thrown out after they've done all in their power as a silly little dog doing what dogs do best. Trusting, begging for attention, and giving away stupidly.

 

Some people say that the strays have already given up on humans, and are wandering because they find it hard to trust once more.

 

But perhaps deep down, all they want to do is to stop and behave like a silly little owned dog again...

Perhaps deep down, the wandering is a search.

 

--- to all the strays out there, wishing you all the best.

Sometimes Hika sits in front of the empty MSNSpace and thinks: I need to write something.

I do have so much to write sometimes, a lot of feelings to spill out, a lot of thoughts to type out...

But then the moment I really start the blog entry with an "I", it sorta dies.

 

Well, like now.

 

uh, scrap it.

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Itsuka didn't know when her life really stopped being about her. Perhaps it never was and the world was just made in such a way, tricking all those naive enough to believe that, well, their life was really about them. Really about them, and not about some greater unknown force that was making the world move.

 

She wanted to stay naive, stay believing that really, her life belonged to her and every single thing she'd do will cause something big to change for her in the future; but growing up brought along with it a sense of reality. She was the youngest in her class of classmates, supposed to be the one who could still continue to have her naive thoughts... but really, coming into contact with the world's Light and Darkness just didn't give you much space to stay that way.

 

Humans were born, then humans died. Just like that stray wolf you saw that morning. Just like that flower you stepped on that morning.

 

Humans (and perhaps that flower and that wolf, Itsuka never knew...) were given the gift of thinking. Thinking that they could make a difference, thinking that their life was about them. Which was why humans got so over-emotional about things. Got upset, got happy, got pissed off, got confused... It was only because humans thought that their life was about them.

 

Which was why now, even when Itsuka was sitting down by her study desk with her diary wide open, she couldn't start a single sentence. Oh, but what did it matter? She could always write her thoughts down, stubborn selfish thoughts that she would have to lock up some other day because they were so stubborn and selfish and stupid.

 

Why did she write diaries anyway, if all she herself was going to do was look at it and feel like ripping her stupid thoughts out.

Why did she write diaries anyway, if they were meant to be private thoughts and no one was interested in them anyway.

 

So she shut the diary and put the padlock on.

 

Humans... they needed a much larger padlock than this.

[And Gradient 01 continues... lalala... <-- lazy dude]

 

 

Walking in the rain made him think, which was probably why he avoided going out when the sky was even having a slight drizzle. Even when he had an umbrella.

 

Still, it didn't stop him from staring at it as it ran down the windows, knocked on the roof, fell to the floor with the busy splatter, causing ripples in an occasional puddle every now and then. Walking in the rain made him think, yet watching it made him feel empty. Because he knew that even though he was thinking, all he was thinking about was what he was supposed to be thinking.

 

He adjusted the guitar case on his shoulders. Heavy rain always seemed to stop much faster than a drizzle.

 

"Ku-chan~"

 

He turned, the guitar case accidentally thumping against the pillar he was leaning against.

 

"Hitatsu-sa-"

 

He stopped in midsentence when the girl frowned at the almost-blurted-out term of respect. Rephrase.

 

"Tatsu, you're going back to the dormitories too?"

 

"Uun, not really." Hitatsu Niwa shrugged, "The technicians of the computer lab asked me to go and help them again."

 

Their School was a large School. So large that there were seperate buildings for the computer labs. Hitatsu was the only student in the school that was actually allowed in them at all times, simply due to her expertise in them - so professional that even the school technicians were constantly sending her their SOS signals. Kuro himself didn't realise it in the past few weeks of school-life, but the first person who had befriended him, the new transfer student, was one of the Top Castes within the School itself.

 

Hitatsu Niwa, all-rounder in terms of academical studies, every teacher's favourite student, top in the school for almost all exams, the person in charge of the school's computer system...

 

Kuro himself felt overwhelmed after he realised that this girl was definitely not the idiot she liked to pretend to be.

 

"Ua, I see... they're having problems again?"

 

Hitatsu shrugged, "Don't know. I thought I'd get some software from them too. Supposed to be helping Shimo wth Frosts's Remix."

 

Kuro nodded as Hitatsu opened her umbrella and ran off after an abrupt farewell.

 

The rain continued to fall.

 

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I need to introduce all the characters without killing myself doing so. XD